| Wednesday, March 8th, 2006 |
| 8:36 pm |
Tuesday, May 31st, 2005 8:10 pm i'm sorry i teased u about ur missing tooth, i'm afraid i find it really cute. i just don't know how 2 get that across, when it comes 2 u all thoughts are lost. i just say the dumbest thing that pops into my head, becuz i'm stupid, in love, and horribly braindead. oh yeah, i'm sorry 4 the things i said, all of them.. i'll shut up instead. Current Mood: soory erin. i'm a stupid phsyc wow who ever new that times would change cuz when it did i didnt no what to think but when it didnt i was still confused now im just lonely and lost.................................... .............. Current Mood:  i dnt no if i should cry or...Current Music: hands down |
| Sunday, January 1st, 2006 |
| 11:42 am |
dnt even remember the last time i was on this oh wait there was an entry thanksgiving ok so i do but lj is pretty much dead now annyway HAPPY NEW YEAR i guess Current Mood:  ...but watever lyifesucxksz |
| Thursday, November 24th, 2005 |
| 5:00 pm |
it kinda sux how we dont really use lj anymore oh well i guess HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!! Current Mood:  blah |
| Saturday, October 22nd, 2005 |
| 7:54 pm |
lotty
omg ok mayb i do like Him a littl but his "bf" said he wants to "fuck"me but "not if i let" Him then i jst found out another 1 of them thinks hes "in luv" wit me wtf i miss u ppl a lot a lotty lotty lot teheehee lotty i like that Current Mood:  confused |
| Wednesday, October 19th, 2005 |
| 7:38 pm |
i made it i made it i made it so happy so happy so happy so happy i saw him today i saw him today and i miss him so MUCHO!!!!!!! i luv him i luv him i luv him no no no no i dont but i sure do miss him a lot!!!! Current Mood:  4 evrythn els ther's mster crdCurrent Music: idk |
| Tuesday, October 11th, 2005 |
| 7:17 pm |
october---now gone
theyll never understand u try so hard and its never enogh i never wanted to b alone i hated the feeling but now that i am i think this is what i want because of them they make me insecure and they make me feel bad and its never enough for them and sometimes i wish i had the courage to do it but i cant something is there that just stops me from doing so but one day i cant i wont i wont b able to take it and ill do it and itll b better but no 1 nos not even them not them...her y does she do this ruin things 4 the fun 4 her pleasure and ill never 4get it i never will and ill hate her 4 it i always will Current Mood:  ending it...ending it all |
| Saturday, October 8th, 2005 |
| 10:27 am |
ppl.....chester....teirney
omg he got 1 he finally got 1!!!!!!!!!!!!11 i was like ....it was like weird yesterday...the whole teirney this that biznoth but its all good i guess wateva..... i luv chester!!! Current Mood: that bitch |
| Saturday, October 1st, 2005 |
| 8:23 am |
have u ever felt like shit....so much shit to the point where it makes u wanna cry?...have u ever felt u needed sum1...whether it was this 1 spesific person or it was anybody....but u no they r never gonna b there or they r never gonna come?....have u ever felt u think u no some1 sooo well but they go and do something that hurts u sooo much and there really isnt anything u cant do about it?.....have u ever felt sooooooooooo retared,or stupid,or hurt, or idk, jst unwanted............well the thing is it sux ass...and i think every1 should no that!!!! ahhh........have u ever wanted to jst talk to sum1...but they're not there?....have u ever been worried about them?......ahhhhhhh, this sux ass, and i miss them already....though its only friday....and i miss ian....and ryan i think....a lot a lot....but excpesially them Current Mood: i think i have.....i miss themCurrent Music: have u ever?----brandy |
| Friday, September 30th, 2005 |
| 6:53 pm |
OK
BORED AS A MOTHER TRUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! U BROBABLY DO HAV AN IDEA....BUT IM JST GONNA SAY IT....U HAVE NOOO IDEA!!!!!! AND ERICK AND EDGAR NEED TO PIC UP THEIR PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: boredCurrent Music: LA TORTURA.....OR SUMTHIN |
| Saturday, September 17th, 2005 |
| 8:57 am |
OMG!!!!!!I THINK IVE FOUND MY 3RD PERSON!!!!!! and kit, did u tell SUM1 SUMTHING?!!! if u did its ok.....i jst wanna no Current Mood:  ummm.......my nose is stingingCurrent Music: tell me--bobby valentino feat lil wayne |
| Saturday, September 10th, 2005 |
| 4:36 pm |
ahhhh
i feel really nervous....y?...idk but i do......and i hav butterflies....dont u feel that sumtimes....well i do...ahhhhh Current Mood:  nervousCurrent Music: linger~~the cranberries |
| Monday, September 5th, 2005 |
| 1:24 pm |
im really tired...and 4 sum reason im not very excited or nervous to go to school yet...i think i will b tomorrow tho....when i actually get there....i got the shirt i wanted and i totally luv it!!!!!!!!.....i tryed to looks 4 the shirt that i was gonna get 4 kit but it was sold out so ill go to sumother abercrombie store...hpoefully they hav it.....i went to ambers block party yesterday...it was ok..kelsie was there..yay!!!!!......kendras b day was yesterday too!!!!yay!!!!!HAPPY~B-DAY~KENDRA!!!!!i talked to brittany yesterday(or the day b4) too...that was a surprise...i havent spoken to her in a long time...tehehehe...spoken..thats a funny word!....anyway...yeah so that was AWESOME!!!....well..ok...luv yas bibi<3..♥....i like putting both hearts...real and wannab Current Mood: tired...and bored |
| Wednesday, August 31st, 2005 |
| 10:33 pm |
well todau i went to orientation wit kelsie leah my mom and my sister....but it was soooooo a waste of time because we so already new the school...but its all good.....anyway....after we went back to kelsies ......we watched instant star (YAY!!!!!) and then leah went home...... then kelsies parents came home and we went out to eat ....... after we shopped at thrid street(FUNFUNFUN).......Markie left after a while at like 9 and we kept shoppin still....kelsie got 4 shirts from Abercrombie and Fitch....and like this Cute skirt from Urban Outfitters.....and this other cute skirt from American Eagle........there was this 1 shirt that i absolutely luved and it said on it....I'm Not With Stupid Anymore....makin fun of that shirt that says .... I'm With Stupid >.......and i wanted it sooo badly and being the best ppl in the world....kelsie and her momma were gonna get it 4 me but then Abercrombie was closed so she cudnt but they got me this other shirt that i really wanted that was at American Eagle and its like green wit pink lining...and i absolutely luv it....not as much as i luv them of course!!!!!.......yeah....sooo the day was sooooo awsome......oh yeah and we saw polly shore...if thats how u spell it at third street also...and this guy was like u guys wanna go meet him and we were like no thanx and we felt all bad cuz hes like a totlay lozer now so yeah.....poor guy...anyway....i luv u kelsie♥ Current Mood: cheerfulCurrent Music: g2g2 bed |
| Friday, August 26th, 2005 |
| 10:24 pm |
it really freaked me out 1 day when i was talkin to our wonderful candii and i was like im listenin to Rakata by Wisin Y Yandel and she was like me 2 and i was like OMG!!!!!!I HAD NO IDEA SHE NEW AND LIKED THAT STUFF....CUZ NO 1 EVEN NOS WAT IT IS SO NOW IM LIKE YAY!!!!!IVE FOUND A FELLOW LIKER.....but i think i want kelsie to start likin it to tho we cant understand it...i still want her to so she can join our lil club....and every1 else too....hahahaha that was cooly....anyway yeah....its hott.....and bored....and yeah ok luv yas bibi ♥ Current Mood:  hotCurrent Music: idk |
| Sunday, August 14th, 2005 |
| 1:21 pm |
Well i was gonna go to monii's party but me and clare and kelsie cudnt go cuz of sum stuff....clare explained it.....so we slept over her house wit alexis and we saw movies and all that good stuff sooo yeah but when i was leaving i was like we sooooo need to go to six flags b4 the summa ends soo ok every1?.....WE R GOING TO SIX FLAGS!!!!!!!!.......when?..idk...but we r goin!!!!...itll b coolyo.....CUZ I SAY SO.........LUV YAS Current Mood:  ahhhh ITS ALL GOODCurrent Music: im on a high---luv ya kelsie!!!lol |
| Sunday, August 7th, 2005 |
| 4:58 pm |
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| Thursday, August 4th, 2005 |
| 4:07 pm |
my other song
 Current Mood:  i luv him dammit...im sry kelsCurrent Music: give me that |
| Sunday, July 31st, 2005 |
| 8:57 pm |
Thes words r my own they;r from the heart flow....iluvu iluvu iluvu iluvu!!!!....lalalalalalalalalala....omg im inluv wit that song!!!!!i luvhim iluvhim iluvhim iluvhim!!!!i really doo!!!!!!!!!i luv u(him) i luv u(him).....cum 2 me my bebe!!!! im sooo bored!!1i luv u I WUV WUV WUV WUV U1!!!!!! not only him but EVERYBODY.......and him .....hahahahahahahahahahahaha lololololololol...i luv kelsies new purse...i luv.....i luv u is that ok? Current Mood:  i luv him is that ok?Current Music: these words |
| Wednesday, July 27th, 2005 |
| 7:45 pm |
i went to the pool 2day wit ashley,taekoa(or wateva),erick,edgar,chris,and chris.....it was really fun and then right b4 i left Kelsie came...i was sooooo exasted...and still am but anyway....i luv him sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! _to the_ to the_to the_to the _to the _.......awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww1!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: I WANT HIM SOOOOOOO BADDLY!!!! |
| Tuesday, July 26th, 2005 |
| 6:12 pm |
ummmmmmm...yeah
Sittin by the lake I feel the cold breeze of the wind Suddently hearin the droplets of rain Knowing that the day will soon b done I sit under the tree, rough and plain.... Feeling your presence near me as the wind carries it along Takin it far away Thinking that soon the pain will b gone But as i feel the gentle rain hit my skin..... I realize there is not much 4 me to do There is not much that i can do But wait...... Wait for the light to shine through Wait for the tears to stop Wait for the wind to carry me away Far into the day So no 1 can find me And i shall b lost 4ever. No im not tryin to b kit i jst rote this like a bajillion years ago and i found it and im bored as hell and tired and yeah soo yeah.....umm......I LUV U KIT.....omg look i mentioned u...lol!!!!!!!!! Current Mood:  lets b diffrnt!!!!Current Music: ?idk? |
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